when a girl ...

when a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind .. when a girl is not arguing , she is thinking deeply .. when a girl looks at you , she is wondering how long you will be around .. when a girl stares at you , she is wondering why you were lying , when a girl lays on your chest , she is wishing for you to be hers forever .. when a girl calls everyday , she is seeking for you attention .. when a girl sms's you everyday , she wants you to reply at least once .. when a girl says that she can't live without you , she has made her mind that you are her future .. when a girl says I LOVE YOU she means it .. when a girl says I MISS YOU , no one in this world can miss you more than that !!!

F*

about F*

sedihhsedihh....dye accident smlm kt loke yew...kne langgar dgn kete..kete tuh jht twu!!!ta nmpk ke dye kt tepi tuh?!!! i saman u nnty...bolo punya cina....hmm tgn dye tewok,tulg rusuk dye patah...ciannyeee....neh yg nk nangeh neh wehh....pape pon aku dh 4ary borak dgn dye smpy pg...mmg best gilax aw...even dye saket ponn dye still lyn aku...pnt aku pujok dye suh tdo twu..degil bebenoo...taleh nk wtpe dh....nmpknyee btmbh laa ary aku taleh jumpe dye knknkn...hmm sedeynyeee....tapelaa bnde dh jd nk wt cner kn...redha jelaa...papepon aku doakn dye cpt sembuh aw...tanak tgk dye sakett...tapelaa law dew kesempatan n keBERANIan aku dtg aw tgk dye kt uma nnty dgn akq...im waiting 4u sygs...until ur condition stable oke?

ImissU and IloveU F*

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haaaaaa.....best gilaxx!!!
paper hampir abeh...now tok pk,whats the next...nk keje and amek lesen...tp mcm2 kekangan aw pulek..!!!benci tol...erm tape2 nnty2 aw aku setelkn..haa,esok study eco at Qbistro..nk join ta wehh??jom2...hahahah...dgn sape??ade ahh!!sebok pehal...hehehe...tade aw...dgn aida and pacek kayo..hahahah....nk twu sape pacek kayo tuh ta?1day aku gtwu kowg k...klu dh ade dpn mate...

yeup..i've a new story to you all...hehehhe....(mamabecok)..erm ape ek td??haa ctew baru...hahah...lupelupe...i've a new....................hahahha..pk laen aw tuh...hehehe...juz aku ley ckp kt sini,hope perkenalan kami kekal smpai bile2 aw...aminn...haa tu yg kt atas tuh owgnyee....heee...

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my fate...

lame rasenye aku mendiamkan diri...lupe tok berkongsi dgn korg...sory guys...aku agk bz dgn exam yg akn menentukan masa depan aku...3paper dh lps...people ask me...so how ur paper...im just said "not bad...alhamdulillah bole bwt..." ..minx2 result gempak aw nnty...pale ase cm nk pecah study sej...naseb baek study tuh ta sie2...hehehe...alhamdulillah sgt doa aku dimakbulkn...n.week de 3paper...1sbjk yg aku tgh pk ley wt or ta...tp im always think +ve...nk twu sbjk ape??hahahha...adelaaa....lu pk aw sndry...erm 6 ary lg aku akn tglkn tmpt yg jd kn aku as a gud student...gud student ke??hahha tataw...bdw aku takat lupekn sgale kenangan aku wif all my teachers...i LOVE u damn much teachers!!expecially mrs NORMA...yg byk mngajar kami erti kehidupan...sy takan lupekan ape yg ckgu ckp...tulaa mak ANGKAT kmi...abis exam kmi dh plan nk wt reunion kt uma ckgu...so getready aw kne ambushh...hahhaa...then kmi plan nk p karok dgn miss rozana yg slalu nyayi lgu lam class...sporting tol..hehehe...maybe maen futsal dgn mrs norma pulee....hehhehe....best knknkn....sume tuh takan luput sampai bile2....

yesterday is my badbad day...i dont know how to tell...im juz think about something...im just love someone...he said he love me...but what"s the prove??im still waiting and waiting...i know what will happen tommorow is also mybad day like yesterday...i can feel it....hope i can stand n strong with it all...im so tired with tears...maybe this is the way...to let you find your happiness...im sorry...i've faced with all of this if it is my fate...to him:i love you...

dont let me fall...im still learning...

sorry

lame ta updated...ase cm tade masa and tataw nk type ape act....
rutin yg membosan kan...tido,bangub tido,gosok gg,mandy,siap2,kemas umah(law rajin),then makan...cam korang jugaklaa....cume yg len nyee aku study kowg ta knknkn???hahahah...jgn mawa haa....
hmm lg bpe ary jeh nk exam...aku maken takot....cner nk wt neh...maken blaja maken ta masok lak...maybe sebab terlalu pk yg bkn2 kot... takot takot!!! tp tape selagi ade kemampuan di situ ade jalan...betol ta??



now pon ta bape chat.... demam lak tuh... exam dh nk dekat...mane leh saket2.... mama paksa makan ubat... muka aku nk makan ubat?? huhh silap org aw... law aku mkn pon aku buang lek... tp law ta thn sgt3 baru aku makan...(terpaksa) bila nk baik neh....hmmm
idup aku ta pnh lari dari masalah...
tiap2 ari msty ade mslh baru yg dtg...tertekan tol...naseb baek aku ley saba lagii....tapelaa law dh tuh yg Allah beri kt aku,aku terima.... lgpon aku dh start malas nk pikir sal neh...
sebab ta masok exam pon...aku campak tepi dulu aw... then bawu aku pikir...sebulan lebih akan dtg...

how to be a better one??

aku pon tataw cner nk jd yg terbaek dimata org lain dan diri sendiri...
dh kte buat yg terbaek,tp org still agp benda tuh sama...knapa dowg ta pnh nmpk smua tuh??
aku dh cuba...tp tetap sama...tade perubahan yg boleh tambahkn semangat aku...
aku ta sesempurna org lain...aku ta sebaik cam org lain jgk...dan aku bkn lah yg terbaik diantara yg terbaik...

aku buntu dengan kehidupan...kadang2 aku seolah2 dh putus asa tok teruskan perjalanan aku...
tp aku tahu Allah ta suka pada org yg cepat mengalah...bila aku cube tok bangun semula,persekitaran menjatuhkan aku...aku makin ta phm dgn semua neh....knapa terlalu berat dugaan yg diberikan pada aku...

exam makin dekat...ta sampai sebulan dh ponn...tp knapa aku still pikirkan tntg masalah aku??
aku taleh hidup law ade masalah yg ta diselesaikan...aku mesti setelkan before aku tidur...sebab ajal ditangan tuhan...aku takot kalau2 aku ta sempat minta maaf pd semua org,aku.......hmmm....tuh semua kuasa Allah...

Aku tade sape lg dlm kehidupan aku selain Allah,family,sedara-mare,kwn2 n sumone...hope dowg tahu aku sayangkan dowg sgt2...tanpa dorang....hidup aku tade maknanye lg...tp aku percaya...Allah akan sentiasa ade dgn aku....

aku perlukan kekuatan untuk hadapi semuanya...happiness comes just for awhile....

Baca jelaa...

smlam dh msok ary ke5 kami study kt umah eika...
mcm2 jd laa time blaja...
ade mcm2 pndpt...
smpaikan bgadoh...tp seb baek laa ta btumbok...hahaha...klaka laa dowg neh...
pape pon aku syg kowg!!!hehehe....erm aryneh ta study...sbb exam start selasa dpn...act bkn start tp will be continue laa...haha...erm so td p umah eika pon saje nk tngkan otak neh...tiap ary pgang buku...so aryneh baru nk updated blog...hahaha...

hidup aku mulai bosan...
im already cried...n tired with all of this....when it will stop??...hmm clueless....i wanna talk n laugh like before...i miss all of that....dear...i love you...

aku tataw knpe aku jadi sorg pendiam dan xbyk bercakap...sampai kwn2 aku sume ckp aku sombong...hmm sory pwen...tade niat pon...cme aku perlukan masa tok bercakap cm dulu dgn kowg...tade senyuman bwat mase neh...im juz need space to think my future...my life like a die...i dont know why...

I'm useless

im stupid!!!
hmm ntah laa....
need space to think deeply...why i must be like this...
so stupid laa you nurul!!

ya allah...berikan laa aku kekuatan...
aku kene buktikan balek yg aku takan ulang perbuatan tuh lg...
aku dh tanak wat lg...
ckup sekali...betol2 mnyeksa aku...
aku ta pnh wat sepnjg idop aku...
aku tanak!!aku TANAK!!!!!!
astaghfirullah....

sabar2 dila...
"aku akan terus mendekatiMU ya allah...
hindarilah aku dari hasutan syaitan....."

aku tol2 mnyesal...tahap dewa....
maafkan aku semua....

aku akan bangkit tok cari semangat tuh semula...
dan aku akan terus memajukan diri aku ke hadapan...
aku akan jd yg terbaik utk diri aku n family aku...
sbb itulah hrpn dowg selama neh...
aku tanak kecewakan dowg...!!!
mudah2an........
amin............

assalamualaikum.......

p3ndirianKU

Berdiri bukan takut pada tumbang...
berlari bukan takut pada bayang....
naik bukan memijak lawan,...
hebat bukan menumpang kawan....
, bangkit dengan pendirian peribadi,....
maju dengan kemampuan sendiri.......

...myDAY....

nothing to say for today...
because nothing happen....huhuhu...
everything still same.....

attend to class n back home....
boring...

haa tp de bnde yg aku tgh pk kan skrg neh...
hmm masih dlm kbuntuan nk plih kos ape yg aku nk amek nnty...
sameade err sains aktuatri,statistik,HR,pengajian islam(al-quran & sunnah)....
ermm byk lg laaa.....

confuse glew...mne yg oke ehh??
any idea pls??hehehe...
tape2 nnty aku nk jmpe caunselor....
tu jelaa jln yg terbaik kot...hahaha....
erm ta pon minx opinion owg yg dew pengalaman ke....
ermm tgk aw nnty...

haa satg nk p study...
study sbjk yg paling aku suka...sgt2...
hehehe...aku akn jd guru kpd anak2 ku pasneh...hahaha...
pasan pulee...taleh stay kt skewl sbb skewl tgh renovate library...
sedih jehh...
sokaylaa...yg pastynye tu takan menjadi halangan tok aku bljr...kn3???
oke laa semua...

nntykan post aku yg akn dtg...
hehehe....sorylaa aryneh bosan sikit...
mmg ta dinafikan lg...hahaha...

assalamualaikum......

T R A U M A

Trauma??wuhh alhamdulillah aku masih diberikan kesempatan utk teruskan perjalanan...

Act aku bwu pas accident...Hmm tataw laa nk kate teruk or ta..
sbb start dari accident tuh kepala aku asik pening2 jehh...
kdg2 tuh sampai hidung neh berdarah...
ape sumeneh serius??
hmm still buntu...Bila tiap kali aku rasa sakit aku ta prnh bgthu parents aku...
sebab aku tanak dorang risaukan psl aku...aku tahu dorg pon de byk lg prob yg dorg kene setel kn...

Tiap kali aku nk pikir,kpala neh mula buat hal...mcm ada benda yg tak kena..
Tapi tapelaa aku hanya mampu berdoa...Klau dh di takdirkan aku dpt,aku terima dgn hati yg terbuka...

erm oke tamaw sedih2 lagi...Arineh rase lega sbb dpt paper td...
wuhh alahamdulillah result aku mmg memuaskan..
ta prnh kot dpt cmneh..hehehe...rase cm nk sujud syukur jeh kt dlm class td...hee

Starting from this week,aku dgn kwn2 aku yg lain planning nk stay pas abis class...
kami nk study...Sbb before this kami jrang nk stay...stay pon dgn bdk2 kls jeh...bkn dgn kwn rpt...masing2 busy...
Tapi skrg tade dh..dorg focus kt study jeh...bagoslaa...aku pon suka kwn2 aku dh seda...
aku neh jeh tataw bile lg nk seda...hahaha...maybe soon...hehehe...tadelaa...
next paper akn dpt esok kot...ta sure sgt...

Ermm rasanya itu jelaa aku nk ctew...sbb pening menyerang...huhu...
take care smua...

Asssalamualaikum....

+M E+

Assalamualaikum to all my friend...

Here is some intro about me..
Im Dyla,a student..

Who am I? Honestly, Im still trying to figure that out. The only one who really knows the answer to that is God. Im just living the life Im given, and trying to make the world a better place as I go. And, if I cant do that, Id at least like to live a life, I wont regret. And so far, its doing okay. I have an amazing life. And I couldn't be happier. My amazing life consists of my family, my best friends, and my school life. Anyhoe, like I said, I also have an amazing family. They're pretty much my backbone in every which way. I love them to death; mum dad,my siblings. I'm the type of person that would stick out, cause Id just be so up beat, and just so jumpy and happy. I laugh at pretty much anything, and I love to just joke around. I'm a person who likes to have fun, and I really don't like drama very much, ask anyone hate it. I believe everything happens for a reason. I try to live my life with no regrets. Its hard, but I manage. I tend to be the target for pain. Because Im a vulnerable person, and Im easy to hurt. But, I try to forget the pain, and live my life. Because, Ive been hurt a lot, and Im sick of letting it bring me down. And to be honest, that's all you really need to know about me. Yeah,I know this about me is kinda short, and doesn't have a lot of information in it, but all you really need to know, is Im NURUL ARDILLA and I love my life. Well,i can be pretty complex but yet very simple. It's hard to explain till you get to know me :)